This is story about me…mine…my…life…

I realize…i can not run from this heartache…

I must face it…

Huff…i hope this is going well…

Dear,,

Km nyakitin aq…

km bener-bener nyakitin aq…

km ga ngeliat semua effort aq buat utk menjadi yang "baik" buat kamu…

km mau aq begini..

km ga suka aq begitu…

aq turutin…

tp hanya karena pesan bodoh itu kamu sama sekali ngga menghargai usaha aq…

seharusnya kamu ga usah beri aq harapan palsu…

mgkn aq bisa lebih terima kalau dari pertama kamu bilang kamu ga bisa….

aq sakit…sakit sekali….airmata rasa nya ngga abis-abis mengalir terus sejak mlm itu…

kamu tau?setiap tetesan air mata aq itu adl cermin dari betapa aq syg sm km….

km blg kalo syg ga mgkn nyakitin,,,but hey what are you doing to me now??

apa ini berarti km ga pernah syg??krn ini rasa nya sakit sekali…ini ga setimpal dgn kesalahan yg aq buat..

Mgkn mmg aq yg bodoh percaya kata-kata syg kamu…palsu bgt!

km blg kata-kata aq dgn perbuatan ga sesuai..hey!don’t you realize,,,kamu yg paling palsu diantara qta berdua….

Haahhhh….all this time aq selalu berpikir apa yang kurang dari aq…apalagi keinginan yg blm aq penuhi…walaupun kdg aq ngga ngenalin diri aq sendiri saking banyak nya yg aq rubah demi kamu…tapi ttp saja aq ngga pernah cukup baik buat kamu…

Kamu selalu marah…dan marah…do i really deserve that???after all i’ve been through for you??!!!

Begini cara km memperlakukan org yang bener-bener syg sama km??

Begini cara km mensyukuri rizki dari Allah??

Km tau rasa nya di sakiti…

Km tau rasa nya di zalimi…

Km tau rasa nya di sia-siakan…

Aq  qra aq bisa mempercayakan hidup aq k kamu…

ternyata aq salah….

Astagfirullahaladzim….it hurts..

Km nyia-nyia in org yg bener-bener syg sm km..

it turns out…

bkn aq yg ga cukup baik buat kamu…tapi kamu yg ga cukup baik buat aq…

i will forget you…

"Have you ever been hurt before?"

"I have..Thanks to you"

Pgn banget rasa nya ngomong ke loe langsung betapa loe dah nyakitin gw!!!

Loe ga tau…loe bener-bener ga tau gmn hancur nya hati gw saat ini!!

Gw pun amazed dengan apa yang gw rasain saat ini,,,gw pun amazed ternyata bisa se sakit ini…

Huff….I’m just to old to be a cry baby like this….

Hey boy, what is it all you wanted in a Girl??
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can’t seem to understand
Thought it was me and you
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don’t want to think about it
Don’t want to talk about it
I’m just so sick about it
Can’t believe it’s ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can’t think anymore
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it’s really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should’ve known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It’s breaking my heart to watch you run around
‘Cause I know that you’re living a lie
That’s okay baby ’cause in time you will find…

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now boy, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you’re not comfortable with me anymore
Hey maybe i feel the same!
Funny thing about that is

You’re the one whose filled with trouble and complicated life
And I was ready to help you through it…
And now, it’s all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You find another girl…
you put your hope on her…
big hope..you do everything he wants you to do
You change yourself just to pleased her…But it seems you never good enough for her
I heard you found out
That she’s doing to you
What you did to me
Ain’t that the way it goes

When you said you still not comfort after all my effort
My heart bleeded boy
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Boy you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But boy I ain’t somebody with a lot of sympathy
You’ll see

What goes around comes back around