Archive for March, 2008

Terlalu banyak…

Saturday, March 15th, 2008

Terlalu banyak kebodohan yang gw lakuin…
Dengan memulai sesuatu yang seharusnya bisa gw sudahi dari awal-awal…
BODOH!!amat sangat BODOH!!

Ada temen pernah bilang cinta ga pernah salah..
waktu yang salah…Well you’re right..
Mungkin bisa gw koreksi, cinta ga salah..
tapi CINTA bisa membuat orang salah..
Bodoh…Useless…

Kemana akal itu saat cinta meracuni…???
Kemana otak itu saat cinta mulai menyebar…???

Suatu akhir minggu gw main ke rumah sodara, ngeliat sepupu
kecil gw yang asik main…lepas..ceria…Gosh! i miss those..
i miss the time when i don’t know love..
it felt so peaceful..(i guess)

Gw benci jadi orang yang lemah karena cinta…
Gw benci jadi orang yang kalah oleh cinta…
Sounds absurd maybe..
But i really hate what love can do to me…

-it doesn’t supposed to be like this-
-i wish i never knew you-

Go Your way…And I’ll go mine..

Saturday, March 15th, 2008


If love was a bird
Then we wouldn’t have wings
If love was a sky
We’d be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn’t for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Qur’an
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we’re lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We’re not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn’t for me and you

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

I know we had some good times
It’s sad but now we gotta say goodbye
you know I love you, I can’t deny
I can’t say we didn’t try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it’s best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I’ll walk away so you don’t have to see me cry
It’s killing me so, why don’t you go

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

Looks like we made it…

Saturday, March 15th, 2008


Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday

They said, "I bet they’ll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night …..

Happy anniversary….

Sms nyasar…

Sunday, March 9th, 2008

Tanggal 7 Des 2007 ada sms nyasar dari 92211232 ke hp esia gw yang notabene hanya org-org terpilih yang tau hehehe…

it says ;

"Tubuh ini hidup, namun jiwa ini telah mati.

aku yakin suatu saat nanti ada malaikan yang turun ke bumi

yang di tangannya membawa segenggam Ruh untukku

dan Ruh itu KAMU.."

Siapapun elo..

Dimanapun elo..

Walaupun gw tau itu sms nyasar..

Thank you…

Thank you so much…

It’s really brighten up my morning.

Kangen….

Sunday, March 9th, 2008

Aq kangen…

Kangen dicintai…

Kangen mencintai…

Aq kangen..

Kangen di kangenin…

Kangen mengangeni…

Aq kangen…

Perasaan senang kalo HP bunyi dan nama kamu disitu..

Perasaan senang kalo mlm tdk bisa tidur mendengar suara kamu…

Aq kangen…

Kangen perasaan nyaman..

Kangen perasaan aman..

Aq kangen…

Aq kangen…

Aq kangen…

Never want..Never would…

Sunday, March 9th, 2008

Pernah ga ngerasa kangen sama seseorang sesuatu tapi ga tau siapa dan apa??

well itu yang gw rasain sekarang…

DAMN!! i miss you so much!!(tapi sapa??)

DAMN!! i love you so much!!(tapi sapa??)

DAMN!! i hate you so much!!(tapi sapa??)

It’s hard to pretend there are nothing wrong with this "so called relationship"

I hate and love you at the same time…

and i’m getting tired…of this situation…

i hate it..i cursed it…

semakin gw sayang loe semakin gw benci elo…

I hate myself for loving you..

I hate myself for missing you…

And I hate myself for letting you enter mylife…

Kalau ada hal yang membuat gw nyesel di hidup ini..

definitely salah satu nya adalah ketemu kamu….